Sunday, May 23, 2010
i really truely love you..
what am i suppose to do..
i feel lost at times..
i dont know what to do at times..
i'm only trying to make things better..
but it always turn out to be worse..
i dont like the way we are now..
i really dont..
i wish i could dig out my heart so you could see what i feel..
i really want you to know how i feel..
at times i am scared to face facts..
sometimes i question myself..
am i the problem here..?
it kept me thinking for days and nights..
i still dont know what to do..
am i the reason your reacting this way..?
am i at fault..?
i dont even bear to blame you..
cause iloveyou..
i really love you..
i hope you do to..
7:38 PM
You Took Me For Granted
Friday, January 29, 2010
i dont know whats your freaking problem ..
i am saying the facts..
i am sorry if i hurt u .. but u have hurt me more.
even if it is by words.. i cried more than u did ..
why must i feel sorry for u when u never feel sorry for me?
u did not apologise for what u did.
and u are demanding 1 from me .
u hurt me so much yet i dont tell u
but once i have hurt u . ur gonna tell the whole world.
is it fair or what? i just dont get it.
8:09 PM
You Took Me For Granted
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
i dont hate u , i just dont love u ..
i dont love any other guy when yr inside ..
i was only loving u ..
i agree . i was sad . but what can i do ?
u did nth wrong . and u dont have to ask for forgiveness..
u have no rights to say who suits me or what ever ..
i am athe one who can decide for myself..
wilson ? his a bitch . maybe i was just touched at that moment of time ...
after all i was thinking about the time . during sec 1 .
u singing to me on the phone..
thinking about the past just hurts alot..
thinking of u hurts more..
maybe leaving u was the best choice..
not hurting myself any further ..
i will go crazy if this carries on ..
maybe it was the past that made me so fed up ..
i am sorry .. i can forgive bout that but it can never be forgetten ..
the past just hurts too too much ..
loving u was the only thing i was thinking till sec 1 till u stead with me .
i thought of nth else .
sorry..
11:22 AM
You Took Me For Granted
Saturday, January 23, 2010
i just hate exams alot.. is not that i fail or what
i just dun feel like going through it..
no matter how hard i try .. is always not enough for you..
i dont know why cant u just say u tried yr best or smth ..
i bet it will make me feel much much better ..
u make me feel so down .. which i hate it ...
maybe u dont know it .. just bcause i dun show
my feelings to u .. yeah .. so its my fault..
even if i tell u .. u will do nth .. ur gonna say the same thing
YOU COULD HAVE DONE BETTER
hate this sentence ..
seriously hate it to the core...
11:49 AM
You Took Me For Granted
Monday, December 14, 2009
sorry i i ever disturb your life or what ..
i did not do it on purpose ..
i am realli realli sorry ..
just wanted to ask for songs..
and in the end ..
u forgotten all about me..
why .. i remember you very clearly..
why cant u just remember my name..
just my name .. i wont ask for more..
but why..
i dont know what is happening to me ..
why am i always feeling so..
wth...
i dont know how to explain lahs..
its killing my heart ..
10:15 PM
You Took Me For Granted
Saturday, December 12, 2009
yeah.. nobody realli know what i am going through..
yeah.. seriously .. no 1.. not even u .. please..
yeah.. sometimes.. i hear stuff that may hurt me alot ..
deeply...real deep.. i will ..
urgh .. neh mind ..i dun wish to tell anyone..
what i do.. yeah..
i dont know what to do now uhh ..
feeling so... yeah..
this is useless.. i dont know why..
i dont know why u people must...
ARGHH!!!
WHAT EVER lurhhs.
u better not QUESTIONG ME .
or i shall be dead :D
9:05 PM
You Took Me For Granted
Tuesday, December 8, 2009
shocking news!
omg freaking scary...
CS COMING OUTmaybe...
on this sunday..
but its not comfirm ..
omg..
i vehhhhhh scared >< 
omg ... i have no idea what to do uhh...
calling all his friends which i know out :D
i dunno if he will scold ehs..
scali he want meet me nias..
omg omg omg
what to do lahhs..
sit on the thinking chair and ..
think ..
think..
think...
LOLS!
i'm going crazy
<33333
12:08 PM
You Took Me For Granted
omg ... i have no idea what to do uhh...
LOLS!